Eksems!!

Today’s D-Day!

Exam starts today, wish me luck!

I Need Peace (con’t)

A continuance from the last post ….

The Indonesians working next door makes me feel insecure. Hacking is still going on, why don’t they just detonate the whole f*cking house? It’s faster and easier than drilling for hours

Sometimes I wish the whole roof would collapse on them while the owner is inside checking, and kill all of them for good.

I Need Peace

Some MAJOR renovation is going on next door it seems …. as if the same ol’ spot is being drilled over and over again. If that’s not bad, it’s right at my room.

What the hell?

It’s been a week since I got more than 6 hours sleep in a row ….. my exams are looming and I’m FUMING because of this!!

Negative

Hubby and I got tested yesterday

We’re relieved

Random #02

I think my acne breakouts are caused by:

1. My peanut butter cravings
2. Exam stress

…. lethal combination, sigh

The Clutter! Oh Shudders

Yes, I am a neat freak. A self confessed neat freak. Things do get messy at times, but there’s a limit to untidiness for heaven’s sake!

Last night was a visit to a friend’s room and to my horror – clothes strewn everywhere, dull old paint fading from the walls, warm, humid, dusty, shabby as ever! -_-

I wonder how could someone live in such an environment? Yes, you’re renting a place, but that’s no excuse for living like a slob! If hubby had such traits, I’d give him a kick in the rear end, and with a disgusted look too!

Sigh, and there I was, thinking that a gay man’s world is ALWAYS immaculate. WRONG!

I’m still in shock you know?

Tarot Me! Baby

Hello!

It’s been a while indeed. Updates updates – my final week of university is coming to an end, then I’ll be on 2 weeks study break (bloody insufficient) before the big E commences. Things are going great with me and hubby, he’s finally realized we’ve got to make more connection other than sex and cuddles, which is keeping us glued together momentarily. It’s not as bad as you think, perhaps he’s just a little shy when starting with conversations, leaving me with all the work -_-

Yesterday after a heavy sushi meal, courtesy of him of course (because he got his first paycheck) , God, I should be embarrassed we went back to his place. He took out a set of Tarot cards (to my surprise) and wanted to see how I’d fare in the future. I used to be interested in Tarot cards in the past, but never gotten anyone to read it for me, or even own a deck of my own for that sake! I wanted to know three things – my career in 10 years time, my health in 7 years time and finally, my love life in 7 years time as well.

My career would be a rocky one as the cards I choose were mostly cards of ’swords’. Apparently that suit of cards means difficult times/conflict and I had like 5 ’swords’ cards after choosing. Hubby says the my heart is not fully in the pharmacy line, but I’m just keeping to it because that’s the line I choose to study. There will be a lot of hard work for me …. etc. He also mentioned that I’ll be at a respectable position at work with a handsome paycheck that I’ll be happy with BUT I will feel burdened and overworked with hardly enough time to indulge socially. Buried under work perhaps?

As for my health, I would be indulging a lot this year but will still find balance to good health. Apparently next year would be a difficult one, something to do with deteriorating health due to emotional distraught? Something like that. I’m quite worried about that part and I hope nothing terrible happens. Later years would be the usual ups and down regarding my health and I was cautioned to keep a good health regime in my seventh year. Will be too stressed at work perhaps?

Love life. Now this is the interesting part as the majority of cards picked were ‘cups’ card, which dealt mostly with emotions. It was also a little scary listening to hubby interpret the cards because what he said about me was 90% true. Beginning with the person I am, I’m seeking emotional stability and I would seek someone similar, level headed and thinks the same way as me. Apparently I’ll be with someone younger or somewhere around the same age. By the time I’m 30 (7 years from now) I’d already be emotionally rich, meaning that I’ll have lots of experience with relationships and people by then. Also, I’ll be happy with my love life, happier compared to most of my friends who will still be seeking happiness with love. I would have settled down by then, but only time will tell ….

Of course, you can’t believe in these kinda stuff, but the love life part seemed to coherent with me … coherent enough to leave me pondering. I’m a little confused about my career part as I see myself loving the pharmacy the more I’m exposed to hospital attachments. Perhaps there would be something I will dislike the moment I start working. Oh wait, he also mentioned that I would be under a lot of authority at work, which leaves me quite powerless. This would probably be the part I dislike. Never ever boss this bitch around! I bite

The night ended with well, you know what and we cuddled a bit before leaving his place at 3am.

Although elated, I still wished he lived closer.